This track is about resenting my own feelings and my choice to stay in a relationship, while knowing I was being betrayed
lyrics
So real, even when it stop
Feels so good, when I know that it’s not
Look so close, until you get lost
Oh you know it feels so good, when we know that it’s not
My mind wants to leave,
but I cannot fake it,
my heart is still making my choices and it’s
So dumb cause I’ve seen,
that sometimes it feels alright when my heart is breaking
You gave me a feeling, I had a good feeling about us
You gave gave me a feeling, stupid fucking feelings I can’t trust
Yea you have me a feeling,
oh my god that feeling,
how was my heart not enough?
But you gave me a feeling, now I hate my feelings,
about us.
So long, I believed in you
I was so dumb, cause you been fucking her too
It’s true no one can take your place,
cause there’s no place anymore
Oh and I don’t have no feelings left,
spat on you so that you know
My mind wants to leave,
but I cannot fake it
my heart is still making my choices and it’s,
So dumb cause I’ve seen,
that sometimes it feels alright when my heart is breaking
You gave me a feeling, I had a good feeling about us
You gave gave me a feeling, stupid fucking feelings I can’t trust
Yea you have me a feeling,
oh my god that feeling
how was my heart not enough?
But you gave me a feeling, now I hate my feelings,
about us.
credits
from Iridescent, the teal gradient,
released September 2, 2021
Produced by Tone Mason
Written and Performed by Jessica Kaya
The Chicago duo's sophomore album borrows its name from the Ethiopian bread and is filled with soulful, experimental R&B and house. Bandcamp New & Notable May 24, 2019