This song is about long term suicidal ideations, and my understanding that its not about death, but its about needing to be free from suffering
lyrics
They tell you only you choose
do in life what you want to
But what if you want it, what if you need it gone?
So just suffer, suffer more
Suffer till you can’t control knives at your throat
Way up high, or down below?
No matter how much they say they do they don’t know
Cause I know you,
you need to
You to know your believed
I know you,
just want to
All you want is to be free
So just keep bleeding, and bleed some more
Drown in all your blood cause that’s all your good for
We turned it off, your voice is gone
yea you don’t need it
There is nothing to be done, for you
So take pills and cry for hours
Give up and give to others
You know that you're going going gone
Cause I know you, you need to
You to know your believed
I know you, just want to
All you want is to be free
Take pills and cry, take pills and cry,
take pills and cry,
take pills, take pills
and cry for hours, oh cry for hours
Take pills and cry
You know that you're
you know that you're
you know that you're
going going gone
credits
from Iridescent, the mauve gradient,
released October 20, 2021
Produced by Jessy Aaron, Richie Hennessy and Jessica Kaya
Written by Jessica Kaya
The Chicago duo's sophomore album borrows its name from the Ethiopian bread and is filled with soulful, experimental R&B and house. Bandcamp New & Notable May 24, 2019